My mind is stuck on those things again.
My eye can't stop lingering at one of my friends' online picture.
She's there trying to catch her dream.
It could be fame, it could be money, it could be respect, but among all other things, it must be him.
She went through it all for him. He is her dream.
Now I see her picture with him...a worth trying, buddy! (?)
She's not the first who do that. I have another female friend who has done it all before.
She was searching for that man with her heart...with all of her heart.
She was at point that she didn't longer care about what they say about them anyway.
She made it. A success story.
Me...well, me...me also have had several "him", whom none of them I took a dare of...
none of them I was willing to do such thing for
none of them I was trying to search for
...maybe none of them I give my heart to actually.
No, but my point is tonight.
I got him tonight to soothe me when I go crazy in mind,
when I feel pathetically exhausted, discouraged, yet overwhelmed by myself.
He's my way out tonight.
He made it real for me tonight.
Could he make it real again for any other night?
